A realisation of a two years gone by.
Love is a big change in anyone’s life
You change, your situation changes, and that’s something we all need to accept and embrace, not push away.
One thing I will tell you is to never push away something that makes you grow from the person you used to be. Don’t feel trapped because another person cares. Don’t ever think too much about something because you feel different from the kid you were, because you are growing into the person you need to be. The person who you are ever so scared to become because you aren’t yet ready to grow up. Don’t be afraid, we all have to grow at some point in our lives.
The past two years I have made some horrible mistakes, and been forgiven for all. I cannot imagine all of the terrors I have put you through, but to forgive me for them is something I can never comprehend.
You are my soulmate, you know me better than anyone on this earth and you know that any mistake I make is always never to hurt you. And hurt you no more. For I have realised many things. That you deserve the girlfriend you’ve always needed, you deserve for me to try and move past my faults and let you make me happy. I’ve been holding up a barrier for too long, and it’s no ones fault but my own.
But I am ready to tackle the world with you and only you, and I am ready to be happy.
I love you sweet heart. You’re my everything.